Let me be honest with myself

The Lord is God The Lord is true The Lord does not falter Who are we to say who God is and what He is capable of? It's amazing to me that our understanding and revelation of God comes from Him! I've met many people who don't get it. They don't get God. And I wonder "Why is it hard for them to see what is seemingly undeniable?". Time and time again God reminds me that He chooses us first. He determines what we see (spiritually speaking). I don't want to get into the debate of calvinism/predestination and all that, but I do feel that I'm being reminded of scripture. " This is what God the LORD says— the Creator of the heavens, who stretches them out, who spreads out the earth with all that springs from it, who gives breath to its people, and life to those who walk on it: “I, the LORD, have called you in righteousness; I will take hold of your hand. I will keep you and will make you to be a covenant for the peop...

I have to get this out to try and process what God has been speaking to me! I don't want to forget what my focus is. "I love those who love me; And those who diligently seek me will find me." Prov. 8:17 "Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind." Matt.22:37 Outside of prayer and meditation I rarely step outside of myself to see if I'm centered around Christ. When I don't take the time to pray at least once during the day I find myself being very fleshly driven. Easily angered, easily offended, focused on earthly things and not paying any attention to where my mind is going. The longer I put off pursuing the Lord the worse off I am. I allow myself to harshly judge friends/family, get annoyed with stupid things and ultimately alienate myself from Gods spirit. Not to mention all the sin that goes on in my heart the struggles that seem to overwhelm me. In the grand scheme of things this ridicul...