Let me be honest with myself

So my sociology class is awesome! Not the teacher really but the material is good stuff. It's opened my eyes to the possibilities in my future. I intended on becoming a nurse to become a supporter or advocate for midwifery but the more I'm looking into the role sociologists play the more I'm realizing that what I want to do is more sociological. For instance I've just spent the last hour looking up medical journals about the effects of midwifery being removed from hospitals on western society. I'm SO intrigued by all the studies that have been done and are being done in this area of the medical field. I love the idea of studying the effects of hospitals influence on women in american society and the questions of "Is pregnancy pathology or just a risk of pathology? Should pregnant women be treated as patients during their labor or should they have more control?" etc etc. For me the instinctual aspect of birth really drives me to want to study it further and...

Wow seems like someone pressed the FFWD button. My life has been moving fast, and it doesn't seem to be slowing down. This realization just makes me want to spend as much time with my husband and daughter as I can. Well where do I start? My church (Anchor church) has moved to a new building and more opportunities to serve have come up which has been exciting! One of the things I'm doing is singing in the worship band, it's seriously nerve wrecking because everyone in the band is good at what they do and I've never been the confident type! I'm just anxious to see the Holy Spirit freely move during worship and other members feeling compelled to edify our little group of misfits hehe. Aaron and I we're able to get away for the weekend and it was much needed! We went to dickens on the strand and had a blast *pictures coming soon* we'll definitely be returning next year. The B & B that we stayed at had some really nice people staying there and of course the o...