Do you ever have a reoccurring feeling that you're missing something? Many times I sense myself feeling this way. Nowadays when I have down time I find myself exploring thoughts and feelings that were formally "off limits". I now realize that the things I was taught growing up were coming from people trying to spare me the pain of making damaging life decisions. But the issue with a one sided "don't do this because it's bad" lesson is that there is no room for the individual to fully understand things for themselves. That's part of growing up. A child may be told many great lessons but the reality is they may take it for granted. I was told at a young age my sexuality is Gods (my future husband had dibs after god). This unintentionally primed me to improperly care for my sexuality. So much of it was hidden away or neglected because it was seen as "sinful" to engage that part of myself. Something as simple as finding someone attractive w...
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