So I've been working the night shift for the past few weeks. I have always loved night time. It's peace and quiet often gives me time to decompress from the day. A lot of things have been going on with friends and family of mine that of course end up emotionally affecting me. Now I realize as I'm writing this that it seems so unnecessary to take on the stress of other people's problems. But it's unavoidable. You can't truly love someone and not care about decisions that they make. But I am processing the idea that I don't need to bring myself to a place of stress over others decisions. I'm learning to respect individuals and realize they have a prerogative to make their own decisions and in turn handle the consequences. I feel the pull to instead of judge or say "I told you so" I am meant to offer a listening ear, validate others while at the same time keep the peace and also encourage peace. Life is so fucking fleeting. Relationships see...
Existing, breathing, being.